Unspoken

Here I am in the green meadows, watching the sun to sleep, waiting for the night to uplift its sparkling stars. Here I am singing with the birds, freezing with the cold breeze. Here I am waiting for you to come and celebrate my day. Today is February 3, 2012.

It’s been a year since the last time I saw you. I don’t know what happened to you. But the last time I saw you, you were crying. I tried to ask you but you didn’t answer. I touched you but you didn’t look back. Then, I did not insist to talk with you anymore.

If you are going to ask me how I am doing now, I’m kinda okay. I just miss the times you were doing my Math assignments because I really hate it, the days we would rehearse my practice speech, the days we would attend our Foreign Language class, and the meals we have together to eat your favorite dumplings. You will always tease me when I don’t get my Math correctly. Okay, then you are the cream of the crop. I really don’t get it because I hate my professor and the subject as well. I love it when you attend my speech contests to support me, and when I did not make it, you would still say I am the best. I miss attending our Foreign Language class because you were so good in the conversations and I was good in writing those cute letters. And those dumplings, I made you some; you ate it though I know it tasted badly. I miss the times we sing together. You would play your guitar and sing for me, and then you would continue playing and let me sing ‘till I get my throat out because you would tease me that I don’t hit the notes and my voice is good only for my speech. Whoa! You are the coolest bestfriend I ever have. You love to tease me to death and when you know I get mad because I walked out from the scene you would not run to me but you know where I am. I’ll be sitting on my favorite bench in the park and you will find me there with two ice creams you’ve bought. One for me and one for you. After that you know I would be fine though I won’t talk to you. You would then hug me and tell me that you’re sorry. You would walk me home and wait ‘till I turn off the lights in my room.

Now, I’ve been waiting for days, weeks, months and now a year for you to come back and see me. Not a shadow of you I have seen. Not a voice I have heard. Not your footsteps I have heard. And not even your blissful scent I have smelled. Where could you be? I want to tell you something.

I haven’t noticed that I have closed my eyes. And now, I have you in my dreams, again and again. For that whole year, you were never out of my mind. And now, as I am dreaming, I have heard someone walking near me. As I have cleared my vision, I saw you with a girl. You are holding a bouquet of my favorite pink tulips. The girl is very beautiful dressed in a purple dress and wearing heels. Why on earth would you have to do this in front of me?

You are busy talking. I just can’t help but to eavesdrop. I heard that she is good in Math like you, wins speech contests, good in Foreign Language class, and most of all she cooked for you the best dumplings on earth. I began to cry more and more. Maybe she is the reason why you have not come back to see me. Well, I can say she’s prettier and smarter compared to me. Any guy would like her.

You suddenly stopped talking and turned to see me and said:
“Dianna, I wanted you to meet Charisse. She is the best friend I have ever met in this world. I did her Math homework because she hates her professor and doesn’t feel like doing it. She is the best person who makes arguments out of her speech. She is the best in our Korean class. And she made me the best dumplings in this world.”

Dianna said, “Oh. Really?”

And you continued, “Yes. And she is the only woman I have ever loved, but she left me. She left me, without letting me say how much I love her, how much I want her. She just left without a word.”

“Now, I know. Now, I understand. What happened to her?,” Dianna asked.

“It was February 3 last year. It’s her birthday. She invited me to celebrate it with me in our favorite place. I was there before the time she told me. I said I would fetch her, but she resisted. I waited for hours but she didn’t come, until I received a call to get into the hospital as fast as I could. There, I have seen her lying on a bed with blood all over. The doctor said the taxi she was in was get crushed by a 10-wheeler truck and only miracle could save her. I prayed and prayed but then, she lost her breath. She left me just like that,” Harry stated with tears on his eyes.

“Charisse, these flowers are for you. I don’t have the strength to see you here in these meadows, but now I think I should have the strength to visit you here. I have loved you since the time that we met, until now. I should have fetched you even if you don’t want to. That was the time I would be confessing my love for you. But you left me in just a snap of a finger. I love you and I will always love you forever. From now on, I will always be here to tell you how much I want you by my side,” Harry said.

I have died a year ago. All I can remember is that I was on my way to our meeting place. I asked the driver to drive fast so that I can be there before the time I have told you. I know you hate my late syndrome that’s why I wanted to get there before you can come. That would also be the day I would tell you how much I love you. But then it just happened that when the driver had his overtake, a truck came rushing our way, and it crashed the taxi I’m into. When I opened my eyes, all I have seen is that you were crying. Now I know. Now I understand why you have not answered me when I have asked you why you were crying that time and why you didn’t look back when I touch your back.

I love you and I want you but I haven’t told you any of these words. I may have shown you but I do not know how you have interpreted those. You love me too but we did not have the chance to tell each other. Now I wish I was still with you, to love and want you more. I have left with these words unspoken. I’m sorry but it’s all the time I could share to you.

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Mga Nakakainis na Pangyayari sa Pagsakay sa Jeep

I always ride on a jeepney when I go to school. Siyempre, I don’t have wheels, kaya tyaga sa Noyping sasakyan, ang Sarao na jeep. Walang aircon, open usok! Usok ng tambutso, usok ng sigarilyo. Naks! Sarap sa ilong, pasok na pasok sa lungs ko di’ba? Walang trapal minsan, unlimited hamog o ulan sa likod mo, muka ka tuloy basang sisiw pagbaba mo sa jeep ni Manong,masama pa nito you don’t have your umbrelly. Malas noh?
Isa pa, wagas na break ni Manong. Nasobrahan ata sa break fluid kaya naman sobrang maniniwala ka sa Law of Inertia! Pambihira masakit kaya mangudngod noh! Ang masama pa nito, minsan nasakay ako sa jeep with unlimited break fluid, meron akong period tapos may desmenorrhea ako that time, naku namimilipit ako sa sakit ng puson ko. Tsssk! Grabe talaga ang mga experience sa jeep. Ito pa ilang masasaklap, dahil open air, open amoy-kilikili din! Susme! Siksikan na ganon pa amoy. Minsan naman sobrang naglagay ka ng pabango para naman pag nakita mo ‘yung crush mo at dumaan ka sa tabi niya eh maimpress mo siya, tapos makakatabi mo amoy isda. Tssk. Malas talaga tawag dun! Eh ano pa pinakamasaklap pa nito eh may nakatabi kang mandurukot at ung last money mo na talagang iniipon mo eh nadali pa ng malikot na kamay niya! Minsan naman, mayroon kang malilikot na katabi. ‘Yun bang walang pakialam kung masiko ka o matapakan ka. Kaimbyerna! Minsan naman may grupo ng madadaldal sa jeep na walang ginawa kung hindi magtawanan ng pagkalakas habang ikaw may kausap sa telepono. Magagalit pa sa’yo ‘yung kausap mo dahil di kayo magkaintindihan. At ito ang huli na mapait na mapait! Nagbayad ka , sinuklian ka ng mali. Ayos si Manong kasi patay malisya kahit ilang beses mo ng tinawag. Minsan naman mahilig humarurot. Pababa ka at di ka pa nakakatapak sa semento eh umaandar na. Pambihira!

Leggo for a 2012 Starbucks Planner!

I’ve been waiting for something new these Ber-months. Something soothing and relaxing. Could be a hangout in malls or movie houses or bar hoppings at night too. Maybe I just forgot to relax these past two months because of our thesis and other school activities, so once I’ve heard of the SB 2012 Planner, I’m on the go for it.

C’mon. I am an avid collector of planners because I really have to write all of my schedules because I am very forgetful. And whoa, the race for the 2012 SB Planner would be great for me. I’ll start collecting stickers as soon as possible. I should have it before 2012 starts!

For those who would want the 2012 SB Planner, here are the mechanics straight from SB Philippines website (Friendly Note: You may copy this but like the post first. Remember that I typed this):

1. A customer can avail of a SB Christmas Traditions card from Nov 3 2011-Jan 8 2012 with no purchase required.

(Lucky Note: This SB card has an automatic one sticker, and if you will purchase a drink, you’ll get one too, with a total of two stickers. ♥)

2. One sticker is awarded to each SB handcrafted beverage purchase. A customer now has two options in accumulating the required number of stickers to redeem one (1) Limited Edition Starbucks Coffee 2012 Planner.

OPTION 1: Holiday Featured Bevarages – Toffee Nut Latte, Peppermint Mocha, Cranberry White Chocolate Mocha (hot, iced, or frap) – 9 stickers

Plus any SB Core Beverage of your choice (EXCEPT bottled drinks, bottled water, and fruit juices) – 8 stickers

*TOTAL of 17 stickers

OPTION 2: Any SB Core Beverage of your choice (EXCEPT bottled drinks, bottled water, and fruit juices) – 23 stickers

3. The customer must present the SB Christmas Traditions card to the barista upon purchase to get the corresponding number of stickers. Stickers will be handed out with the receipt at date and point of purchase only. A no promo card, no sticker, no extension policy will be strictly implemented across all stores. No stickers will be released once the customer leaves the register area.

4. In case any of the Holiday featured beverage is not available (ex. Toffee Nut), customers can substitute it with any of the remaining holiday featured beverages (Cranberry White Chocolate Mocha and Peppermint Mocha). Should all three not available, only then can customers substitute with any espresso-based or Frappuccino blended beverage of their choice.

5. A customer must complete the required number of stickers to qualify the redemption of one Limited Edition SB Coffee 2012 Planner. A combination of up to two promo cards will be allowed, provided that the 9 featured plus 8 core beverages or 23 core beverages have been purchased. Excess stickers for the combined cards will be forfeited.

6. Once all stickers are completed, customer submits the SB Christmas Tradition/s Cards to redeem 1 Limited Edition SB Coffee 2012 Planner from any SB Coffee Store nationwide.Tampering with and/or transferring of stickers to obtain the required number of stickers to obtain the required number of stickers will render all promo cards null and void.

7. Due to the limited quantities available for each planner design, customers can only choose from whatever variant is on hand at the point and time of redemption, on a first come, first served basis.

8. Offer is good while supplies last. Planner stock availability is not guaranteed. Customer reservations and transfers of planners to accommodate customer requests are not allowed.

9. Transactions with Senior Citizen, Handicapped, VAT Exempt and commuter mug/tumbler discounts are qualified for this promotion. However, customers using complimentary vouchers (ex. Service Recovery Coupons, Free Tall Beverage Coupons, and Customer Voice redemption) and other discounts (ex. Rustan’s discounts and partner discounts) will not be given stickers for this promotion.

10. Promotion starts on Nov 3 2011. Stickers may be obtained from Nov 3 2011 to January 8 2011.

11. Redemption of the Limited Edition SB Coffee 2012 Planner starts Nov 3 2011 up to March 8 2011 at Starbucks Phils stores only.

If I answered your questions regarding the mechanics of the SB Coffee 2012 Planner, please like this post for me. Also, as a payback, please follow my blog. It will be highly appreciated. Leggo get some coffee!♥

Released

Being a writer takes a lot of courage. It can give you challenges which you think you won’t survive but as long as you hold into your principles, you’ll get through the way, even though thorns will wound you to death, I am sure, you would still be happy crossing the lines, even though how painful it could be, as long as you live into your disposition as a writer, you can overcome all of those circumstances.

When I’m sad, I always make sure I have my pen and paper to write what I am suddenly feeling that moment. I’ll crumple the paper and throw it into a garbage can. Or sometimes, just sometimes, I’ll lit the crumpled paper and let it burn to the very end. That’s how I do it especially when I feel unease. But now, being a modern writer, all I have to do is setup a blog and bring out all my sentiments in there. Voila! I got this WordPress. You should know how happy am I.

Recently, I have been watching Korean TV Series. I don’t know why I suddenly become addicted to those. Maybe, I can relate myself to the stories, or I can get lessons for real. I got to cling on them as long as I know there is something they can give me because as a person I want to learn so many things from those around me. Instead of wasting my time on nonsense activities, I think I should be sitting and watching these kind of series.

I am currently watching Personal Preference. It is because I always would like to see Lee Min Ho. His character would vary a little on all of his series but there is one thing that I really love in him (except for his good looks because it’s already given), when he says a word he really mean it, and is really a good lesson for everyone.

Just a while ago, my heart melted in this line of Park Gae In, his love partner in the series, when she had her weather forecast for the next day, she wrote on the back of Jeon Jin Ho (Lee Min Ho) this:

“The next time you’re born, please be born as a man who can love a woman.”

To give a little catch of the series, Gae In thought Jin Ho as a gay so she let him rent a room in Sanggojae (her home), so to prevent the house from being lost to the bank. Later on, the two have developed feelings for each other.

I was kind of uncertain. Something like I wanted to write it on my blog immediately. It’s a push to tell how I feel.

There’s this hyung whom I admired since I was in my 1st year college. I admire him because we’ve got something in common and I believe he is better than me. I admire him but not in any moment that I stalked him. I just love seeing his face. That’s a relief because we are not close, and I bet he don’t even know me.

Thoughts

Just then this year, God has been so good. There was a reasonable connection that I could be able to see him. But then, it was very unlucky for me when my friend started talking that this hyung was geya. Omo Omo! I did not believe my friend. But then, this friend could really be trusted, so I just believed after confirming it again to him.

It was distracting me since I have known it. But then, why should I be? I still admire this hyung because of what he is portraying. It is not about being geya. It is about the traits that he have.

Though that’s what I should tell, I just can’t help to say: strong>“The next time you’re born, please be born as a man who can love a woman.”

…. because I can see there is something in the look of his eyes. that he can still love a woman as he is ought to be.

Just DON’T

Don’t fall in love so easily.
Don’t trust anyone so easily.
Don’t forgive so easily.

I was kind of bothered while I was on my way home when I suddenly noticed these two guys on a motorcycle because one of them called out my name. I thought it was just a friend of mine and suddenly look at them. To my surprise it was two stupid guys whom I hate.

It was just last year when the one who called me had a really good friendship with me. Way back then we shared almost everything we have in life. We go on a friendly date and chattered on things that happen on our whole day whether it is good or bad we need to say it. The other one in the motorcycle was my crush in the college. It’s in his eyes that make him so hot. Then one day, I’ve found out from this friend of mine that they were cousins because we accidentally met the guy on the place we were. Since that day came, this guy kept on texting me. It was flattering but of course even though I really had a crush on him, the feelings must be discarded once friendship is offered. So then, we went well. It so happened that there was one time that there is this trait that I have hated his cousin. So I just managed to forget a guy like that.

We have discovered something mutual between the two of us. We liked each other and for not so long as he confessed to me, we’ve been on. I thought that would be the happiest days of my life but I was wrong. As each day passed, we weren’t the same as before. We fought almost every day because of one sick reason I have, because of girls. I loved him but then if that would always be the case, we should stop it, but still I hold on to what I have said him before, I will love him more than I loved him before. Maybe I was such a total senseless jerk that time. I am that person when in love, would always make sure that we’ll be good at all times. But then, as I grow up, and as I have experienced to handle the same scenario as before, I have seen myself in so much trouble. He asked for one last chance to patch things up with us, and so I forgave him. But still, it did not turn out well. I was wrong again for the nth time.

Days have passed. I have recovered from that since I know he’s not worth a single drop of my tears. He would be so lucky again if I shed tears for a person like him. As what I have stated above, I think we’ve crossed each other’s path again. But for this time, it will really be over. Friendship will be the best I can give him though he is asking for another chance.

I always do believe that when I play games in my PS when I was still a kid, I would learn so many things. From English terms, characters, roles and lessons from every duel. That’s how I lived before. And for now the same thing applies, as I am watching so many movies and TV series, I am catching lines from characters which I could really reflect on. Personal Preference, a Korean TV series, taught me not to take all things easily. It should be taken moderately or at least I should say really slowly. Not falling in love easily should be mastered by a person like me who wants ideal things in her life. Trust for me once broken is hard to revive. And forgiving persons who’ve done not any good at you should be at least forgotten so not to rot relationships with them. At first it will not be easy, but this must be the real lesson – for someone like me to become STRONG.

Sweet Loves Sweets!

When I used to be a litte child, Dad and Mom would come home with bags of groceries. I am the only child of my parents and they love me so much that even when I don’t ask for toys, clothes and foods, they also have it for me. These bags of groceries every week will not be taken home without chocolates. And I am very round that time and had annoying brown teeth decay because of the sweet chocolates they bought for me. Later on as I grow older, I resisted eating chocolates because I don’t want the bad, old days when my cousins and uncle laugh at me because I had black teeth (yeah ‘coz it’s really awful!).

Being a teenager is not easy. You get to the point where you would dress fantastically like one of America’s Top Model or for a simple thought you would dress up nicely for a date. And as a girl, a meticulous girl, you would put on your make-up to look like a star, or just a simple yet adorable star. It is not easy, because as I grow up, I am getting bigger every year and when I was in my 4th year college I was really big like a sofa (but smaller than a usual sofa). Whoa! That’s annoying when you see your friends dressed in their small tees and fitted pants. So I give a damn on it. I started to lessen my rice meals, take round trips of jogging in the oval of our complex, and I do hate eating chocolates. RESISTED!

But hey! It is still not easy. Because of course, I would sometimes crave for sweets too. And so, I realized that this time of my life I would really crave for chocolates when almost everything got screwed up. My pen would not write even a single word on those times. I was dumped and dumb. I was lost. I was sad. It was not me after all. Those times I wanted to put a light on my life. I would sit on a chair hold my pen and paper, and wait for my hands to pursue a writing, but still it didn’t work. I would play a joke with a friend and would want to shift into telling a story but my lips won’t open. I would dare talk to my parents, but my eyes can’t even stare. I would like to hold him, but my hands got frozen. I was wrecked!

It always feels like crying in an empty cubicle of a comfort room. Releasing all my sentiments with the flushing of water on the CR bowl. Whoa! Anniyo! It should not be like that! It was not me, it was not the real me after being dumped. There is something which could make me happy.

Stress brought by problems could be the main reason of some of my actions that nearly brought some to dump me. But then, it was only me who knew it because I know I can still handle myself, but then I was wrong, so I was dumped.

“Why not give a try on chocolates?” – a friend had suggested me. I resisted. It would ruin my diet. “But you don’t even see you are stressed,” she said. She bought me chocolates that time and it could be true that it eased some pain in me.

From that time on, I would always bring home a small cup of chocolate tiramisu, ice cream cake and chocolates from grocery. Mom would ask me why, but I prefer not to answer, instead, I sit on a corner, watch a movie or series and voila I can suddenly forget each miserable day of my life. Still not easy to move on, but still there is something that gives me a reason to forget but to learn.

According to Coveleskie “Chocolate can affect the brain by causing the release of certain neurotransmitters. Neurotransmitters are the molecules that transmit signals between neurons. The amounts of particular neurotransmitters we have at any given time can have a great impact on our mood. Happy neurotransmitters such as endorphins and other opiates can help to reduce stress and lead to feelings of euphoria. As connections between neurons, they are released from the pre-synaptic membrane and travel across the synaptic clef to react with receptors in the post-synaptic membrane. Receptors are specified to react with particular molecules which can trigger different responses in the connected neurons. The proper neurotransmitter can trigger certain emotions.”

So as I have also heard from other mates, chocolates could reduce stress. So, for everyone who thinks they are stressed, why not grab a bar of chocolate and see what happens.

City Hunter: The Ideal Oppa!

City Hunter is a Korean TV Series released this May 25 2011 with Lee Min Ho as Lee Yoon Sung, the City Hunter. This was just referred by a very nice friend who also loves Korean Series just like me. Knowing that it is Jun Pyo of Boys Over Flowers I became so eager to see reviews from Google. And then, I have read a little of the story that was being blogged by City Hunter fans saying it was really great to watch. I did not hesitate and started downloading City Hunter from asiatorrents.com (I am a LUCKY member for I have heard only FEW can enter the site as a MEMBER). Oh-yeah! I became Lady Gaga just when I saw the transformation of a Jun Pyo into Yoon Sung. No wonder he is really a beautiful man. Though the character is far way different from a typical love story, I still continued watching. I love action, as I am so much indulged of the funny tricky ways of Jackie Chan on all of his movies. Just the same here, it is kind of different, and it really amused me. As I have seen a guy of deem interest to let the heartless officials pay their debt to the nation that they have betrayed, it gave me a reason to watch over the personality of the City Hunter. Yoon Sung is a tall, handsome guy, befitted with all suits of apparel. With just a blazer and inner clothing and tight pants, no wonder why he melted my heart. Whenever Yoon Sung is on the screen, my eyes are drooling (sorry for exaggerating, but it almost did). He is of determined character. You won’t catch him easily because he has been educated well. Martial arts were his weapon to his fierce enemies attacking him all the way to death. And with those heartless public officials, what he wanted was a revenge with no blood, but pure revenge that the nation would see how impertinent were them. He has high technology skills he has learned from the US that he can easily hack into someone else’s system, not to mention the Blue House (the Presidential Palace) itself. You won’t win over that guy because he has profound knowledge in everything he does which made me loved Yoon Sung so much. Moreover, even if his body is like a metal which cannot be destroyed easily, is a heart that loves sincerely. Kim Na Na was the girl in the story in which at first he does not really like at all, but at the latter part of the story the two were developed into each other and made them fall in love. This was the great conflict in the story. He has been made into a City Hunter not to love anyone else. But then, who could just dictate his heart, but only him right? In his eyes, you can already see the love and concern he has for Na Na no matter how many times he pissed her off with his annoying statements and errands just to make coffee. He is a sweet pretty man to fall in love with. Aside from this, the story also covered the love for a father and a mother. Lee Jin Pyo or Steve Lee, was his Father who took him from his mother to raise him well in US so that in the right time they can take revenge to those involved in Operation Clean Sweep which made Jin Pyo’s comrades, including his brother, die in the waters of Nampo. Because the two have different ways of revenge they later crashed on with each other. But still, when his Father is in trouble he came out for a fast cover up to protect his Father no matter what happens. And as for his mother, though at first he hated her so much for the thinking that she was abandoned rather than taken by Jin Pyo, he had taken care of his ill mother diagnosed with leukemia. I was really in love with that man. If I could only intersect with a man on a road with this kind of heart, I would really fall PERFECTLY IN LOVE because the City Hunter, Lee Yoon Sung, is my ideal Oppa!

Loving You Is The Real Thing That Counts

I once left you. There is this someone who keeps on telling that I am a bad person, that’s why I decided to leave you, so you won’t face the consequence of being with me. I do not want you to be in the trouble that I am on those days. I love you so much that I do not want you to have a bad image because you and I were always together. I love you – you know that.

Time passed. I have to forget you, and I know you did too. There are times that I passed you by the corridor, I will just look down so I could not see your face anymore. I really want to erase all the memories we shared together. The first time I met you, it was just an accident. It was in the stairs that I have seen you. Your eyes have so much meaning in it while you hold down looking at me when all my books and papers fell down. You held me up and said “I’ll help you. I’ll get your things for you.” Your sweet smile that day is always in my heart, but then, as I left you, I should have forgotten that. I do not want to be hurt anymore. We’ve been together for a year, we laugh, we sing, we even dance in the rain. What more can I ask for? You are such a loving person.

I kissed you goodbye. Your eyes are drowned with tears. I left you without telling the real reason. I was still in pain for years but I have to resist all of what I am feeling just to say that I am strong – strong even without you. I lived with friends, but not real friends. They made me taste the sweetness of alcohol. It tasted good and I befriended mugs of bubbles and alcohol spirits since day 1 that I’ve left you. I smelled puffs from tobacco, they also let me puffed it and soon befriended it too. I was high of all vices. Then I slowly forget who you are, and what we are before.

All those days, I am with these friends. They gave me the reason to breathe even I am without you. When I feel like dying as I thought of you, they will tap my back, and say hi to me. I’ll smile and hang out with them, try to forget you again, but still after the happiness we have, when I get back home, I still have the old feeling.

Then one day,  I decided to back off from the unreal happiness. I started getting back to the real life that I had before. Maybe this could do to help ease the pain even more. Maybe this is the right thing to do. Maybe this could be something new. Maybe this could be the real way to forget you.

I started walking the streets and find a job. I looked for posters. I looked for ads. It was late in the afternoon when I already feel bad because of the extreme heat of the sun and I am still walking so that I can have a job to apply for. I sat on a bench, got my water and drank it. My heart beats so fast and I started holding my chest. It feels like I am running out of breath. My nose started bleeding. It didn’t stop. Blood came running out of my nose and I can’t do anything to stop it. I got a blurred vision and it soon faded.

When I woke up, all I can is a white room with white lights too. There is also a man dressed in white standing beside me. When I get a clear vision on it, I noticed that I am in a hospital. I started asking the doctor who brought me there and what happened to me. The doctor said I lost my consciousness and someone brought me here. He pointed on the table beside me and I’ve seen couple of red roses. He get it for me and said “There is this guy who brought you here and left these roses after confirming that you are already doing good. He even paid the hospital bill. Go see the note in your flowers. I’ll check you again after two hours.

 

“Hope you feel well already. PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF “

The handwriting and the smiley seemed so familiar. But I did not bother to remember who writes the same as what was on the note. I rested and waited for my doctor to check me again. 

It was a tough moment for me to see such note. There were even flowers. Right when I was home I just placed the note in my drawer, but then when I turned it back I have noticed that there is something written. “I love you. I still love you. No matter what.”

I started to cry and feelings got into me again. I remembered how we fight for what we have no matter how many times people unlike our relationship. Even if I have left you, you still love me, even if I do not have that strong reason to give you up, you still up ending  loving me, NO MATTER WHAT.

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Now we are together and I remember all of these things, how we get back to each other, how we forget what happened in the past and how we forgave ourselves in the mistakes of yesterday. Loving you is indifferent. Loving you is all that matters to me. Forgetting the past and thinking ahead of the future is important. No matter how many times we feel like we can’t do it anymore, we should pray together because God will help us in our endeavors. I love you and I just can’t leave you anymore because even there are still people who wants us to be apart, all I can say, “YOU CAN’T JUST BREAK US APART.”

Honesty Is the Best Shortcut Key

It was 3 o’clock in the afternoon (as I assumed), when someone intensified my emotions (ginulat ako). He was at the back of my seat and surprisingly said, “Jhen.” It is a real part of me being very sensitive to impulses that’s why I freaked and everybody looked in my table. It was one of the line managers who called me. He is Sir Eugene. He is fond of doing that to me, and take note, he even promised me that he will do that on my last day in the office. And he did. He kept his promise. I was not that attentive because I did not expect him to do that and I was really busy finishing my task. He told me that there is an applicant for an OJT, which would apparently take over my tasks here in the office. He asked me if it would be okay to assist in the interview as well as to assess the skills of the applicant. Of course, I said ‘Yes.’ I would still want to take part on knowing who will be the heir/heiress of my throne (LOL). A resume was given to me. I reviewed it very well and tried to impress myself with whatever I have seen, but even a magic would not want me to say “OMG. I AM SO IMPRESSED.” The resume was poorly written and I am so meticulous with documents that I read or let’s say anything that concerns on writing as well as its format. After reviewing the resume, Sir Eugene called the applicant. I initially read his aura. I felt that he is a good person and can answer our questions. So we started to interview him. It was a real conversation which started from revealing his personality in a brief way that he could. I have not extracted so much information from him except that his father is a cook and Sir Eugene cracked a joke that why did he not take Culinary Arts instead of IT. That was a good point. We proceed to different questions. He told us that they have passed their thesis which is a Dental Information System, he being the system analyst and developer. That started a good impression on him. But still, that would not fully convince me that he could do complicated tasks here. Okay wait. Let me remind you that I am not bragging here about myself. There is just a story in this post. So please continue reading. I was given the opportunity to ask questions on the applicant. I started asking him what his skills are being an IT student. He said he was good in Multimedia. I was never contented. I asked for the software that he is using and I found out that he uses Adobe Photoshop CS3 and Adobe Flash.